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So many times, I felt this way
Like I wanna be around but I can't really stay
My fear and love, they're the same
From friends and family I run away
I can't look back
I run so fast
I run so much faster than I ever have
I run away
So filled with fear
Anger in one eye, in the other a tear
I say goodbye
And I heave a heavy sigh
As night turns to day
And I slowly fade away
I run and hide; Please go away
I hate you but want you to stay
I can't think when I'm all like this
All alone and fucking pissed
Everything I say and do
Can't ever compare with you
All these thoughts inside my head
Killing me are better left unsaid
I still remember like yesterday
When I left someone to hide away
When they asked why, I didn't say
I haven't forgiven myself to this day
I say goodbye
And I heave a heavy sigh
As night turns to day
And I slowly fade away
I run and hide; Please go away
I hate you but want you to stay
I can't think when I'm all like this
All alone and fucking pissed
Everything I say and do
Can't ever compare with you
All these thoughts inside my head
Killing me are better left unsaid
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Your glasses are cloudy, like your words - Unclear
Like your body is candy - Decay in a sweet veneer
It doesn't even matter - You don't really care
The pain is too important - There's nothing else there
You close your eyes and you pretend you walk alone
You're in your house, but you're not at home
You can't decide which way deserves more scorn
To be born to die - or to have been born
You see the moon reflected in someone else's eyes
As the moon shines down on them while they lie
You wake up in your bed, and no one else is there
"It was just a dream," - and no one cares.
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I'll smell a melody and sing a sweet perfume
I'll change the words around if it means that much to you
The silly images in all the things I've said
Are just the shades of cynical I found in bed
Come take a walk with me in the field of mondegreen
Through the half-formed memory fountain springs
Do you still remember what it was like to drown?
How no one cared when you were found?
I'll remember for the both of us - don't worry about me
I can close my eyes and fall asleep
And in my dreams I'll see it all again
But I don't mind if I take those thoughts out your head
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MOTHERFUCKERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
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There's a shack I often seen
It used to be outside of town
Four walls made of concrete
With some tarp hanging around
Well one night there were two tweakers
Holed up in the shack
One of them - the girlfriend
Was cut open with an axe
She was screaming in his face
In that cold concrete place
The room was spinning
He was dizzy
He hit her real hard
And so she lunged at him
And grabbed him by the chin
They fell to the floor
Rolled forward
And soon he was on top
Things had gone a little to far
They were both pretty stressed
She was bitching at him, and well...
They were both on meth
He didn't remember feeling anything
No guilt or remorse
He just sat curled up in the corner
With her head on the floor.
It wasn't til the morning after
When he woke up to find
Two officers above him
And two others outside
Like a picture, everything in motion
It all happened oh so fast
First a junkie hops up with an axe
Before getting shot in the head
His head was flung back
He was stopped in his tracks
He was shot once;
Shot twice;
And tazed in the back
And so the couple died
On a night in July
And the other,
The lover,
The day after that night
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im tired of barkin like a fuck dog for you ta hear meh
fucking rats alleyway heathen they dont for da sin of they weakness
i hate rats
time to time ull tell me lies
i like to hear it on my favorite news station
cnn maybe fox news
i wanna it on brightbart too
aghhh
truth be told
they all the same
they all rats with a fucking name
they laugh as u spread the fucking sickness x3
= they laugh as u spread the sickness x4 =
welcome
to the year of the rodent
= aaaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha =
let me out
let me out
we bleeding
we screaming
keep fighting
make them bend the knew
we bleeding
we screaming
keep fighting
dont stop till the government bleeds
survival
for the fitest
keep marching
or watch and your finished
dont stop now
we're almost there
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You aren't there
Silence hangs in the air
Vibrating with your breathe
Your untimely death
My eyes weren't dry
To know you've died
It felt so bad
It felt so fucking bad
You're gone today
You've passed away
See you tomorrow
Through shadowlands
Now you've passed
See you tomorrow
You think that's the end
But let's not pretend.
We'll see eachother again
In the life after next
We're back at the start
Closer to the heart
Flying like a dart through the smoke
You'll make it to otherside...
I hope.
You're gone today
You've passed away
See you tomorrow
Through shadowlands
Now you've passed
See you tomorrow
You're gone today
You've passed away
See you tomorrow
Through shadowlands
Now you've passed
See you tomorrow
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You close minded bitch ass motherfucker
I thought I found a new friend
Little did I know, I found yet another
Bitch shit overseeing goddamn motherfucker
Your opinions ain't worth shit
You just sit around and bitch bitch bitch
About everything in your control
You don't understand you have to rock to roll
I get sick of this bullshit
This contradictory bitchness
Every word I hear out of you is coated in a layer of
"What can you do?"
You bitch out before you get off the ground
And you wonder why you don't get around
You feel like shit so you blame every other
I hate that shit - arrivederci, motherfucker!
You defeat yourself in your own mind
Convinced improvement's a waste of time
You don't understand what you can do
You don't understand - the problem is you!
If at first you don't succeed
Don't give up so easily!
And if you feel hatred in your heart,
Turn that shit into art!
I shouldn't have to fucking explain this to you.
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There's an insect crawling up my leg
It's been bugging me every single day
Every time I look, it just isn't there
It's honestly been really frustrating
Imagine having six legs on your leg
Little skittering things every day
But you just cannot ever see them
Even when you feel them up and down
You know for a fact that there's a bug
You can feel it on your leg right now
See? There it is! It's right there.
Where the fuck is it!? It is nowhere
There's an insect crawling up my leg
It's been bugging me every single day
Every time I look, it just isn't there
It's honestly been really frustrating
Imagine having six legs on your leg
Little skittering things every day
But you just cannot ever see them
Even when you feel them up and down
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Through the purple skies
Inspect through redding eyes
Sleep as toxic mire
Step into the cold fire
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God is the manifestation of chance
The sordid deity of happenstance
Embodied by vibrations and electricity
That make up the static film your eyes see
God can be found within the machine
Just as much as our brains I mean
He's where two threads meet to make none
The mathematical deity of zeroes and ones
God's In The Machine
God is a coin with two sides and a rim
There's one two three inside of him
Positivity negativity and all that's inert
A flowing alternating current's hertz
God is an artist and we are a sculpture
We were made of clay in an effort to capture
Our own imagination experiencing itself
We are all God and there is nothing else
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released August 4, 2020